End of Month Report 6/30/2020


Earlier this month, I was watching some Youtube and found a video about my game. It was a hate video. And I watched the first two minutes of it. 

For some context, I am a very emotional person. My family and friends know not to raise their voice with me, otherwise I'll probably cry. So when I saw this video, I cried. 

Look, I can take criticism, but this was just plain hate. Granted, I didn't watch the whole video, so maybe he was nicer towards the end. But what I'm trying to say is that it really discouraged me. I'm the type of person who wants to give up everything when the slightest bit of hate comes my way. 

I'm not saying that I'm quitting the game, I talked to my therapist about it ans she helped me get over it. So I feel a lot better about it. The only reason I'm bringing this up is because I basically did nothing productive this month. When I was talking to my therapist about this, I told her that I wanted to take a break from the game and let myself cool down a bit. She advised me to work on smaller parts of the game instad of just pausing all together. So that's what I did.

I mainly worked on planning and small events this month. Nothing that note-worthy so I won't get into it right now. 

TLDR: I didn't get any noteable work done on the game.

I feel really bad about not doing anything this month, just because f some stupid hate video, but like I said, I'm emotional and cry very easily. So I hope you guy's understand. I'm feeling better and am now going to get back to work.

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MHAVisualNovel-0.3.2-linux.tar.bz2 263 MB
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I read many of fanfiction,rewatch anime and goes through this events (ua first day, villian atack,  sport festival) many times. But you did really great job and made all of this even more intresting. It's really made my day to see the update. (sorry for mistaces-not native speaker).

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There is always going to be people who hate on things, especially those who probably can't even make a game themselves. As for me and others here for sure love your work and appreciate the time and effort you have put into this game. Keep doing your thing, you are awesome! <3 

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I believe that whoever tries to bring you down is nothing more than an insecure person that isn't brave enough to own up to the fact that you were strong enough to take action and make something that you enjoyed making and made other people enjoy! Its always hard to have to see creative people have their beautiful work be hated upon especially when they have to deal with trolls that just want to make others feel bad about something that give other people a sense of joy or even a sense of connection to the creator's work. It can leave a huge strain on a person to have to put their heart out there and even more so to be able to keep working on it but that doesn't mean that there aren't people out here rooting for you to be able to do what you love and only what makes you happy. Creativity is based on a person's own enjoyment and inventive way of expression to their intended goal for their project and having the confidence to stand by it is even more noteworthy of you. The things people create are goals and achievements of one's own ambitions/confidence and no one can never take that away from you. The person who bashed on you just don't understand that their opinion doesn't matter but the main question for yourself is "does this goal matter to you? did you enjoy making this with all of your hard work and determination? did you enjoy yourself feeling accomplished knowing you did something you thought you'd never do?".  Having to have validation aside from yourself isn't what makes these things beautiful but knowing that you could feel it from yourself is the greatest reward. From someone that just wants to say hurtful things isn't really doing anything to help you but only to hate what they are afraid to do themselves knowing what you achieved for yourself.  So don't think of that mean grouch they're just a coward that wants to say or do something to cause a scene out of you just for their own sick pleasure. Everyone that enjoys your work actually come to respect your work and understand that you had to deal with the pain of having to feel like your work doesn't matter but it does matter! You're a strong person and worthy of your work , so please don't let others sway you to think it isn't good enough, it should be more along the lines that they aren't worthy of your work especially if they can't be civil about it.  ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡

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Everyone on here is so sweet T-T. Thank you so much for your kind words. It means the world to me that people are caring enough to take a little time out of their day to say the nicest things to me. I'm really grateful :)

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Hi! 

About what you were first saying, people can just be plain rude nowadays and not really care about how people will react to their mean words. Someone taking the time just to make a hate video- that's just mean. If you can, I would recommend ignoring them and that their negative opinion doesn't matter right now.

Moving onto something positive, I can tell how much effort you're putting into this(I wish I had that kind of dedication heh), and I think it really shows how passionate you are with this. I am actually being 100% honest, this is my new favorite game. The routes and interactions just make me feel really happy, so if I ever get upset I know what to do. The adorable sections just make my day. It just feels so... real! While also holding that sense of fiction(if you know what I mean). The dialogues represent the characters pretty well in my opinion. Also, with being stuck inside and all, I just play this over and over again, enjoying it a lot even though its not even done. It almost inspires me to try something like this,, but like I said its hard for me to find that kind of dedication to something(and I don't know if I'm creative enough).

I just randomly found this recently, but am obsessed with it. Even though I haven't technically been a long time fan, there's no time like the present!

I really can't wait for the finished version of this. I'm not rushing you complete it, of course take your time, but I feel like it'll be super good. Take care of yourself as well.

Anyways, I hope maybe this can help rule out the hate. Like some say, love conquers all!(And not always love-love it could be like admiration or love for, lets say, this game.) Those haters are only temporary in your path of life, but the people who admire you or your work are more permanent. If you ever feel down, I'm sure if you say something people will say positive stuff that they mean to help you feel better. Even though there's always going be hate because humans can be like that, just know that a lot of people feel the opposite. Even if they don't say anything. And I'm not just saying this to make you feel better(even though hopefully you do feel better after talking to people about it), but I really do mean all of this from the bottom of my heart and I just felt like it might help if you actually saw it instead of me keeping it to myself.  If you ever need help, feel free to ask!

Am I rambling? Sorry, I just realized this is kind of long but I wanted to say it all. Have a good day though, and keep up the good work! *thumbs up like Kirishima or All Might do yes I had to* UwU

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All of you on here are so kind and thoughtful. Reading all these sweet messages are just making me feel so happy! Thank you so much for doing this :).

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It's no problem, there needs to be good in the world anyway to overrule the bad ^w^. Also, if you need help with something like, I don't know, grammer or something I'm open to help and remove some weight from your shoulders. (Heck that was kinda cringey to say but I can help nonetheless. Even though you probably have other people helping that are probably better eheh. If anything else I could point out a few grammer mistakes that are in the first two parts if you want.)

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That would be greatly appreciated!!

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Hi~

I can understand your situation, I little like you when someone really hate my work. And I know that it can by similar to your but different. Don't worry about going slow with game, we are here to wish you luck, motivation, good life, health. We will be here for you.

I think you are amazing, sweet, and beautiful person, I know that I don't know you but I admire you, your work whit this game.^_^

Um there will always someone who will not like your work or decision, but we will there, your family, friends and others people for you who wants your happy. ^ω^

I love your game, It is easy to read even if English is not my first language ^^ I hope you can easy understand what I want write you here, um end sorry for if I use wrong words^O^

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I agree with him / her. You're a great person who does a great job. This person who made the video is just jealous because you made a game that a lot of people like. If you see that another person criticizes you or criticizes your work, tell him to fuck off, I tell you it feels good X) also if you want, you can pass me the links of the video to see if at the end he criticizes the game and I tell you. I tell you again but you are a great person and lots of other people think so too, you don't have to rush to finish the game, take your time and if you need help for the game or for ideas, you just have to ask the people who follow you and support you.
PS: being emotional is not a fault
PSS: sorry if there are words you don't understand, it's just that like Ruda I'm not English but I'm French and I don't speak English too much ^^ "

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This is really sweet of the both of you. I makes me feel so happy that people actually care about me here on the internet. Like I said with my therapist, I got a good cry out and felt better about it. Thank you so much for your support. It means a lot to me.